Trust, it seems so simple yet when all you have is that and the situation turns is when you find yourself questioning everything. It's like walking out on a plank knowing the crashing water is below, ready and willing to swallow you up. And you are praying for just a dingey to be there to catch your fall.
Life doesn't always happen the way I want or the way I think that it should but at the end of everyday I have to trust my Father that he sees the big picture at hand. And remember, that the day that I gave my life to Him my life was no longer my own. I've said, "Use me God. I want to do great and mighty things for you." The second the opportunity becomes available I complain because it not convenient. I've said, "Whatever You want me to do, I'll do." And then I fall short of finishing because life got in the way. I've said, "I want to touch people, I want to make a difference." And then when people want friendship I pull away because of my own hurt and offenses. I've said, "I will go where every you want me to go as long as you use me." And then get scared because of the unfamiliar place He put me in.
We don't get the privilege of seeing our life in the big picture. Sure, we have plans but how many of those have fallen through the cracks. Just when you feel that you can't take anymore life hands you just a little more almost like it is waiting for you to give up.
I am here saying bring it on! I can take! I was made for more! I was made to make a difference and no one can take that from me. I will stand strong hold my head up high and know that He has a plan in it all. Just when it feels that life got a little heavier it is my honor, my privilege, and my right to trust Him.

















































